...a pain no one desires.

had breakfast at aliff gombak.

with hubby after his work.

we didnt actually plan bout today.

so i juz decide to catch da 1120hr movie.

at jurong point to use up my june complimentary pass.

my last comp pass after quitting Golden Village.

we watched Get Smart.

ok lah not bad.

i doze off a couple of time..oops.

ex bf helmi kept texting me crap.

hubby got pissed reading em.

got home after tat.

i went straight to lala land.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:39 PM .

met sis at jurong point.

brought along niece.

we had dinner.

nthn much lah.

but we shop abit for baby.

nursing pad.

bottles.

3 tube of wet tissues.

head cover.

best of all was.

CHOOSING DA MITTEN N BOOTIES.

wit all those cute design.

lol.

hard for me n sis.

coz we yet to noe whether its a oy or girl.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:35 PM .

screw da unexpected guest.

relative from batam riau island came.

a family of 4.

we tot dey wun b comin today.

if dey were my mum wud bring dem to my nenek's hse.

but dey came unexpectedly at nite.

so me!

myself!

n i!

got no choice but to giv up my room for dem.

i hafta squeeze into my parents room.

together wit my niece.

4 of us cramped in da room.

i wasn't able to get even an hr of sleep.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:22 PM .

wee~!

today is hubby's 1st time to c baby.

scheduled for baby growth scan at 2.30pm.

supposedly to b accompanied by sis n hubby.

(main2 seh dlm scan rm!)

he got to c da baby fully.

part of da scan i juz lie dwn feelin breathless already.

i get breathless easily wen i lie flat.

after da scan.

we wen mustafa centre where i gt some baby stuff.

beginning to buy bit by bit.

very shagged.

we head home.

i got home and brought my niece out to gek poh.

to find her hannah montana magazine.

wat nonsense magazine i dunu.

but it was a wasted trip.

magazine sold out.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:45 PM .

went alone to my appt at KKH.

was few minutes to bein late.

freaking hot weather.

hafta walk a long distance alone.

frm little india station to hospital.

enduring da scorching sun.

was sweating like a pig.

sis n abg sevki came at da ending part.

head to geylang after tat.

had dinner 1st b4 gettin their engagement stuff.

got home.

cleaned up n went to bed.

early tis time.

awakened by stupid nightmare.

finding my dad standing in front of my bed.

he said he heard me screaming.

he tried waking me up.

but i was still screaming in my sleep.

da fact is.

i cnt wake up.

its da same dream i had ast time.

so tis time round i wasnt suprise tat i cudnt wake up.

dey say its disturbance which expecting mums usually gets.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:32 PM .

sis came.

she bought me an esprit keychain.

and a guess wallet.

its been a mth i tink.

since da last argument.

we didnt talk nor meet eye to eye.

we used to b very close.

but i tink its time i put out da fire.

we went bugis wit mum n athira.

she got me a bag,3 top n 1 bottom.

den we had dinner at newton.

with abg sevki joining us.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:23 PM .

went to hubby's place in da afternoon.

helped him wit da trimming of his bunny nails.

nthn much.

juz accompany him at home.

we had dinner at teck whye before i head home.

was feeling bit shagged.

tink da baby starting to put weight on me.

wateva it is.

still cnnt deny ima active mum!

at 35 weeks pregnant.

i still can run n jump arnd.

got home.

scan some documents to b sent to mindef.

for hubby's deferment.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:12 PM .

shit_.

hubby realli bout to burst.

received a shocking unexpected pay.

i was supposed to go to his place today.

but i didnt hav enuf cash wit me.

gosh.

i felt so bad tat i cant help in anyway.

i noe his down rite nw.

baby.

im always wit u.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:08 PM .

Bit relieved.

to hear hubby back on his feet.

start to go to work.

he went to work yest n today.

im at home thru put since yesterday.

each day i pray to god.

to keep u safe n happy.

im always dere.

to ease ur pain.

n hold ur hand.

to da very end.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:05 PM .

fuck da pretenders.

u ppl dun deserve to live.

u deserve to b shot dead.

fed to da crows.

argh~!

nw i noe wat r frens.

wat r foes.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:04 PM .

hubby was stressed out.

met him at jrg point for awhile at nite.

mum packed him food.

she even packed him titbits she bought frm langkawi.

geez.

hard time for me to carry frm home.

wonder hw he carry it home.

tho i wasnt b able to help him ease his problem.

but atleast da smile on his face is relieving enuf for me.

i luv u d.

dun worry.

hw bad ur day is.

i b by ur side to brighten ur day.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:00 PM .

wah..

i woke up late today at 2pm.

hubby went for his army stuff checkup.

hope he get to defer his reservist.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 8:15 PM .

thanx hubby.

allowing me to meet my frens.

tho i wasnt able to meet all of dem.

atleast some of dem were able to make deir time to meet me.

for sri,fatt,harizah,shikin.

i miss u guyz.

we went mkn at beach rd.

thanx to wet weather.

we can plan much.

so frm beach rd we walked to bugis.

farah got her pants.

frm dere on we walked to suntec.

by den it was 6 plus.

me n nana make a move home.

sori ppl.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:44 PM .

went to meet nurul at 12.

took a bus wit a crazy guy.

lol.(oni me n nurul noe)

head to sheng siong to shop for nenek's stuff.

gee i swear dat things r expensive nwadays.

nurul n i had a tough time carrying stuff home.

luckily dere was a cab driving by.

or else we will only roast ourselves under da sun.

after we ate.

we head to my hse.

i nid to chge b4 goin to hubby's place.

pity me.
hafta trim his bunny's nails.

watched congkak at hubby's house.

den took a cab home.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:17 PM .

met hubby at jurong point.

settled some stuff.

had lunch wit hubby at banquet.
den we head home.

after watchin tv.

hubby snored to lala land.

lol.

after he woke up.

i let him hav dinner 1st b4 goin to gekpoh.

to hav my peanut waffle.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:28 PM .

home alone again.

cooked lemak chilli padi ayam for bro.

did some sweeping,washing clothes,folding da clothes.

very tired n bored.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:39 PM .

hubby promised to come in da morning.

but it seems like he is snoring away at home.

came in da afternoon.

had lunch here.

i cooked ikan tongkol masak kicap.

den after a few moment.

i fried all those finger food.

we ate em till we're stuffed.

after bein bloated wit food.

hubby rot in bed.

till its time to go to work.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:42 PM .

after mum,dad,n athira left.

i got bored instantly.

dey were away to langkawi for holiday.

leaving me wit bro at home.

sheesh~

hafta baby sit mummy's boy.

kak ayu came for awhile.

nvr c her for so long.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:46 PM .

gee~

i didnt meant to woke up late.

supposed to meet hubby at jrg e.

so no choice but hafta go dere all by myself.

hubby cooked lunch.

we sat dwn wit his mum n sis n hav our lunch together.

after tat hubby start da iron man dvd which i brought frm hme.

hubby snored to lala land after tat.

leaving me bored alone.

her mum n sis left for work.

i woke hubby up at 6 plus expecting him to go to work.

turn out tat someone's lazy to go to work.

*oink oink*

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:48 PM .

supposed to meet hubby.

but....

jeng..jeng..jeng..

aunt text me.

persuade me to befren back wit her daughter.

y shud i?

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:55 PM .

today is da day whereby abg sevki's side is coming to my place.

to talk bout the engagement plans btwn him n my sister.

cik aya tampines n cik silah will b here too.

i hav no choice but to get out of tis house.

hafta hide myself.

went to nenek's place.

brought along lappy to a ccompany me.

gee i was dead bored dere.

cooked instant noodle.

tv n lappy has nthn great.

hubby dead asleep.

den i decided to meet fiza n zurin at jrg p.

dey treat me to big feast at delifrance.

gee...we ate till we're bloated.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:57 PM .

cleaned up my room.

tidy it up.

mum's away to johor.

home alone wit athira.

fetch nenek with athira.

f*ck the bus service 30.

kept us waiting for half n hr.

b4 announcing da delay.

after getting nenek's stuff.

i didnt tink twice on taking a cab home.

im already shagged.

after all those cleaning up at home.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:02 PM .

cracked my brain on hw to help d.

thanx kris for da help.

u dun hafta thanx me hubby.

like ive promised.

we go thru evry challenges n pain together.

ur pain.

is my pain.

*luv u hubby*

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:02 PM .

i had my 1440hr appt today.

went wit mum n athira.

den we move off to IKEA.

mum wanted to buy chairs.

to replace the spoiled ones in da kitchen.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 9:08 PM .

went for my baby scan appt at 1130hr.

still dunu whether it is a boy or a girl.

screw those kepo youngsters dere.

keep ur eyes to urself.

almost resort to a complete breakup yesterday wit hubby.

but tings cooled dwn n we went town to hav dinner.

we hang arnd at SMU.

took bus 502 to jrg.

sat dwn for awhile.

he had his hot coffee.

n me my ice milo.

hubby accompany me home.

psst...hubby sweat alot..:)

HERshitlife told you a secret at 9:10 PM .

-=HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY HUBBY=-

best wishes for u dear.

my prayers for ur well-being n happiness will always b wit u.

a new journey.

a new chapter.

wit me by ur side always.

i tell u as i tell da world.

tat after u,dere is no one better.

i will remember hw u kiz me.

feelin ur breath wen u hug me.

n even da arguments we had.

which even bring us closer.

let it b rain or shine.

i'll b holding ur hands.

n walk wit u to anywhere.

like ive said rite frm da start.

u mean evrythin to me.

n will always b.

*luv u Mohd Iswadi*

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:17 PM .

was at home since yesterday.
got bored eventually.

met nana at pioneer mall.

geez.

i dun get wateva stuff i wanna get at giant.

if oni gek poh's prime done wit their renovation.

it wud b easier.

dinner at mcdonald.

den we head home.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 9:56 PM .