...a pain no one desires.

sat at home da whole afternoon.

boredom strikes.

miss my life.

met nana at 800+ park.

missed her.

had a great chat wit her.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:44 PM .

accompany sis to jrg w stadium.

to support a soccer match.

gombak VS balestier.

gosh.

i saw pornstar.

she was gombak's cheerleader.

hehehe..

tat stupid slut.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:41 PM .

if ur tinkin tat da meet the session period are over for me.

ur totally wrong man!

went to hubby's place.

again.

tis time round is to meet his sis n dad.

hubby cooked lemak chilli padi ayam.

i swear he is a betta cook den me.

met his dad.

ok lah a nice n alot of tings to talk kinda person.

sis kept texting me.

bored at hme i guess waiting for me to come back hme.

coz sis is staying for da nite today.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:31 PM .

mum cooked mee siam.

fetched hubby at boon lay.

brought hubby home to meet mum n dad for da 1st time.

1st was at the chalet.

tis time was to talk bout da upcoming marriage.

tings went well btwn him n dad.

even talked bout stuff tat is nt related at all.

went IMM after tat.

accompany hubby by his fan.

hehehe.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:52 PM .

dearie side came to meet mum n dad.
cik aya was here too.
we cooked curry n roti kirai for em.
it turns out tat we're related alot.
hehe.
fun isn it.
i was nervous wen come to serving.
but it turns out ok..

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:55 PM .

met hubby at bukit batok in da morning.

applied for singnet broadband.

lunch at burger king.

den we went to hubby's hse.

to meet his mum.

gee i swear it was nerve wrecking.

but it turns out fine.

his mum was a frenly person.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:42 PM .

met dearie at cck.

went to causeway point wit him.

realised dere wasnt any ting dere.

den we went to old wlds place.

den dunu frm out of the blue.

we decided to go to mustafa centre.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:31 PM .

it was sure was da 1st time we had a tiff.

i accidentally ask him to get off my life.

cancel our marriage plan.

went to cik aya place to spend da nite dere.

cik aya talked me out.

slowly i cooled myself dwn.

text d n apologised.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:25 PM .

supposed to meet dearie's mum today.

but i guess its cancelled.

coz dearie didnt mention bout it.

went to IMM wit mum.

to get my new fan.

my room fan broke dwn.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:21 PM .

went bugis wit mum,sis,athira.

had dinner at swensens.

sis shopped.

i got few stuff too.

bag,slipper,clothes.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:16 PM .

nthn much today.

slept da whole afternoon today.

hubby extend work.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:10 PM .

12:05:24PM

We r gettin married,

luv u b

tat was da msg dat woke me up.

n gt me into tears.

yes.

tears of joy tat is.

dearie registered our pre-marital counselling.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:58 PM .

met dearie at jrg east in the morning.

after his work tat is.

together we head to Sim Lim.

accompany d to et his comp stuff.

went to cik aya's place to talked bout da marriage.

dere sure is stuff dat we totally dun wanna listen to.

so before d got dead bored.

we move off.

i accompany d to teck whye to take his specs.

den he sent me off to da lrt station n i head home.

thru out da evening.

d didnt text me on da fone.

gettin worried.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:49 PM .

moved off frm cik aya's place in da afternoon.

after yuyun came back frm werk.

we hadda shared dinner.

at delifrance.

slowly i managed to break da news to aishah.

it was hard for me.

i was nt supposed to tell her.

actually i was nt supposed to meet frens let alone cuzzies.

order frm mum.

hw long will i hafta hide myself.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 9:45 PM .

went to bukit batok thomson clinic.

to recheck on my pregnancy.

coz its very hard for me to believe its 5 n a half.

as my belly didnt show at all.

it turns out to b a wasted trip.

i tot da chance of normal suctioning abortion was dere.

great dissapointment.

i stayed at cik aya's place for da nite.

she gav me lotsa encouragement talk.

da issue bout me n d gettin married popped up.

den again i hafta tink again.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:35 PM .

went bugis with mum,athira n yuyun.

had dinner at arab st.

damn da place was crowded.

mum gt me new clothes.

in preparation of da big tummy.

yuyun too.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:48 PM .

bowling at CDANS to celebrate cik aya's b'day.

yuyun followed me home.

sori no pix.

no mood to take pics.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:46 PM .

was bein careful wit athira.

im sensing tat she knew bout da baby.

she keep touching my tummy.

met dearie at jrg point for dinner.

was worried bout sis n her fiance.

saw her crying b4 i took da bus to meet d.

i tink dere's a lot of pressure goin on for her.

1st bro's debt.

den me.

den her fiance.

wish i cud help.

but wasnt even able to help myself.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:41 PM .

hadda sudden mood fling.

argued wit mum n sis.

met sis at Chinatown at bout 7+.

dinner at delifrance,

met cik aya n make our way to maman's place.

dun wanna elaborate bout wat has happen.

to summarise it.

maman however twist da story to his mum.

dey wan me to make da blood test.

his fuckin mother has no rite to lecture me.

wen his son go off scot free.

wish my mum was dere.

wateva it is.

met mum.

filed a compensation report at da police station.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 11:34 PM .

sis broke news to cik aya.

met coach to da library.

was too afraid to stay at hme n face mum.

d gav some ideas to da baby name

girl: Isabelle Eva Natasha

boy: Eddie Ezkandar Shah

i hope its a boy.

d said it wud b a girl.

we had tis bet,

if its a boy.

d owe me a set of baby's adidas apparel.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:28 PM .

met sis at Novena.

head to thomson hospital.

turns out.

abortion was too risky.

may lead to death.

sis decides to tell mum.

den again.

hu wud dare to.

had lunch at Swensens.

den i head to nenek's hse.

sis went home to break da news to mum.

eversince den.

didnt spoke a word to mum.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:11 PM .

went to London Clinic wit sis in da morning.

did an ultrasound scan.

geez.

baby is 5 n a half mth old.

talked wit sis at LJS jrg east ent.

bout makin a choice.

im left wit 2 weeks to abort it.

as the spore laws says bout aborting babies up till 6mth.

went to Thomson Clinic at 7+.

for a referral letter to Thomson hospital.

where dey cn do abortion.

i swear mum had bit of suspicious bout us.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:06 PM .

sis got me n appt tomoro.

at a pte clinic.

LONDON CLINIC in jrg e central.

geez.

i hope dere is still hope to abort it.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 4:02 PM .

sis tried very hard to helped me.

but im feelin like its hopeless.

im givin up hope already.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 4:01 PM .

met kak ayu at jurong ployclinic tis morning.

to checked bout da pregnancy.

turns out to b confirm positive.

was refered to KKH.

i broke news to sis.

texted her.

met d at jrg e.

had dinner wit him b4 he head to work.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 10:52 PM .

was really shagged today.

promised mum to fetch athira home today.

i took a cab frm nenek's place.

a sudden feelin of missing athira.

she drop da bus wit a happy n suprised face wen she saw me.

got home.

to my bed.

on da aircon.

snored away.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 8:49 PM .

woke up in da morning.

to get more cleaning stuff.

went sheng siong wit zurin.

didnt had our shower b4 we left.

hehe.

tis time round.

we cleaned the balcony.

gosh.

i was very shagged by today.

*P.S. i still havent got da toilet

scene outta my head.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 3:45 PM .

met zurin at nenek's place.

went sheng sion wit mum to buy hse stuff for cleaning.

me n zurin will b cleaning neneks's hse.

argh!

we start wit da toilet.

i tell u straight to ur face.

it is a horrible feeling.

to clean a more den 5 yrs un washed toilet.

all those scrubbing wit our hands.

worst day of my life.

i sure gag a couple of time.

had no appetite to eat after tat

plz ignore me in tis pic.

i luk fat.

HERshitlife told you a secret at 3:36 PM .