YMonday, March 31, 2008
i nid a break.hafta get outta tis hse.cnt help tinkin bout killin "it".met GFs to Suntec City.had drinks at Starbuck cafe.Dinner ar Beach rd after tat.suprised huda IMH wit a small biscuit cake.dee,harizah n i bought at mrs fields.back at home.da tots came back shooting sharply in my mind.haix.hw m i goin to settle tis.i barely hav money to buy my ciggies.hw to get money to go for an abortion.
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YSunday, March 30, 2008
im lost.uncomfortable.nvr talked to d much today.wat shud i do?
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YSaturday, March 29, 2008
i met shankar today.to accompany me to return my uniform at GVMA.met marsitah dere.i bought a pregnancy test.after a nite tinkin bout bein pregnant.da test showed positive.i broke dwn to tears.i text d n pleaded him to meet me.we met at boiut 10pm at gombak.broke da new to him.gav him da choice to leave me.i took a cab home crying.later tat nite he msg me.tellin tat he will help me in wateva he cud.toss n turn in bed.kept punching my tummy.it wasnt belong to d.n im sure da person whom it belongs to is somewan i wanna get rid off my life.
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YFriday, March 28, 2008
i dunnu y.i dun feel like myself today.da tots bout my menses tat has nt been comin.pushing me to tell myself tat im pregnant.m i?
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YThursday, March 27, 2008
nthn much today.went to HDB hub wit mum,dad,nenek.to settle bout nenek's hse issue.bout putting my name to da hse.after tat had breakfast at makanshiok.took a cab to bukit batok to apply for an hp line.dad took da hp.i took my student plan line sim card.
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YMonday, March 24, 2008
woke up hungry tis morning.he had his snoring nites.while i had my "keep awake" nites.supposed to go hdb hub wit mum n dad.but was cancelled. im able to get some pictures of us.tho da image resolution sux. 
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YSunday, March 23, 2008
yeahness~!its my last day in GVMA!thanx karen for her help.i sure was bubbly wen i reached workplace.Nana was doin her morning shift in da candy bar.i'll b working wit Rina in da box office.wohoo.i reached early juz to make sure i had time to paste da biscuits to evry locker.i bought Dini n Rina(the twins) a huge biscuit for deir belated present.wasnt shagged at all tho da crowd sux.i was juz counting dwn to the time tat i end work.b watchin movie wit hubby later after work.SEMI-PRO.den wud probably torn later.rina kept makin me feel guilty over leaving GVMA.but realli.i cnt stand working dere animore.been working dere for a yr plus.nt wat i've planned.had dinner wit hubby at BK.waste our time at suntec in time to come back n catch our movie.manage to take some pix wit rina b4 i left.
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YSaturday, March 22, 2008
yessa.finally its da 2nd last day of my working days in GVMA.freakin shagged thanx to da crowds.well...it was GOOD FRIDAY yest.a long holiday for em.a long hell for me in da box office.later in da afternoon.i met aishah at Jurong Point.accompanied me to da value shop.to buy biscuits as a farewell gift to GV mates tomoro.
wrote a piece of farewell note.pasted on each n evry biscuits.
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YThursday, March 13, 2008
i wun type much today.im fucking tired.i worked morning shift today.freaking queue n freakin customer.non-stop pissing me off.my work was totally corrupted.after 2mth nt been working.da rain made me walk da long way.reached hme late.
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YWednesday, March 12, 2008
tired sia.unpacking evrything frm yesterday stuff.settling nenek's HDB stuff.talking nenek out about da hse.panicked myself wen lukin at her crying.did i said sumthin wrong?haixxx.send her hme by cab.she was so stubborn.i was stressing myself out bout shoes.i got no shoes for tomoro.im starting back my work tomoro.haiyah.forcing myself here.
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YTuesday, March 11, 2008
woke up at 10am.30min to checking out.i didnt took a shower.juz wash my face n brush my teeth.its time to say gud bye to my very 1st chalet.
and of coz da trash dat we left outside.
hungry kitty muz hav dug out.da fish head d ate.
upon reaching hme we all knock out.but b4 tat i was hungry.so i cooked da killing fried rice.really spicy.den head to find teddy.to sleep lah.damn tired.even no time to unpack.
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YMonday, March 10, 2008
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woke up at 11 plus.
help mum n cik aya wit da breakfast preparation.
gosh its raining again.
its like throughout tis chalet it has been raining.
i guessed me n zurin picked da wrong period of time.
aniwae....
khairil n d was all along been sleeping till late afternoon.
he woke up juz in time wen we gonna start barbequing.
bro arrived wit speakers for us to karaoke.
tis round its my 1st time TO C MY D BBQ-ING.
i juz sit bside him watch him bbq.
n all his food selling fast on da table.
one of da culprit is me sitting beside him. 
at the later part.after setting up da speakers.dere u go evryone start browsing da cds.wat else to karaoke lah.1st time i heard cik man sing.tho he get out of tune most of da time.he did entertain us.hehehehehe. 
bro on the other side.naik menyampah pulak.conquer da mic most of the time.sedap ke suara die?hehehehehehe.
**********************************later part of da evening.we play the game of bingo again.really addictive game i muz say.ppl fight to buy alot of card.wen it was me n d's turn to pick a card.we left wit two cards oni.hw to win?!
we play for 2 games.we got "lobang" once.but den didnt win.suay uh tis two cards.card no. 13 d's so call fav no.after da 2nd game.i accompanied d to da shuttle bus.time for him to go home.managed to get a pic of us together..FINALLY.tat picture has become my hp's wallpaper. 
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YSunday, March 9, 2008
reached costa sand at bout 12 plus. upon arrival of sis n cik aya.we proceed to loyang's sheng siong market.da market was bloody small n squeezy.irritated wit sis.spent arnd 200 bucks.******************************reached da chalet was a big mess.cuzzin of dad side has occupied da area.
drizzling weather worsened situation.
handling fishes was da worst for me.
******************************was a bit fucked up wit d.he said he will turn up tomoro instead.after a mth planning for today.easy for him to chge his mindset.hu wudnt b fucked up.chalet went ok tho i wasnt in da mood.******************************a suprise for me.d came at 10 plus.together wit cik silah unexpectedly.was freakin happy frm den on.i had a great nite.da whole nite we gamble our money wit playing bingo.
we all sang together during karaoke session.
some having fun with scrabble game.
stuffed ourselves wit seafood.
kids went swimming.
*****************************i was happy dat d was able to blend well wit my family.above all.my mission of letting my family noe hu's my bf has accomplished.me,d,fiza knocked off at 7am.b4 dat khairil,me,d,fiza,zurin,fila gamble our left over money.wit playing da addictive bingo lah wat else.d n i had a hard time sleeping on da floor.wen da rest squeezed in da bed.mum dad granny n athira had mattresses at da 1st floor.****************************fyi: i had to endure d's n fiza's snoring.
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YSaturday, March 8, 2008
busy packing for tomoro!chalet lah beb!wooohhooooo!terrible afternoon i muz say.i hafta peel a big packet of onion.a roll of garlic.on and on and on.my hands stinks.and im meetin d at 7pm.had a super quick shower.wore anything tat i cud grab.didnt comb my hair.gosh terrible.met d fer awhile b4 he head to work.he accompanied me to buy stuff for tomoro.gee really cant wait for tomoro.tho sis is gettin on my nerve.keep bombing my cell fon.kinda worried bout nenek's case.for nw i cnt help wit anythin.ive yet to start working.
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YWednesday, March 5, 2008
gosh i overslept.supposed to meet aishah at the interchange at 12.15.but i reached at bout 12.33.but den guess wat ppl.I TOOOK DAA BUSS TODAYY!after 2 mth strugling on cab fare.went to visit my gud buddy's dad at ward 51.my 1st ever ward tat i've worked b4.i met fishball hehehe!!miz her.had my lubnch at the basement!!!wohooo~!my usual mee soto n siew mai wit root beer.came to ward 63 to say hello to fellow team.n met nana(coach) to go hme wit her together.though i felt bad tat syafiq didnt say hi to me at da bus stop.well..understooded-dooded.me n nana went to jrg point fer awhile.wow it feels like we hav so many things to talk bout.accompany nana eating at long john silver.i had my hershey pie.we talked bout lotsa stuff.n head back hme.knockoff at 7pm n nw im awake!i miz my tv shows.
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YTuesday, March 4, 2008
i got a boyfren hu calls me MONTEL.hehehe..luv him.
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YMonday, March 3, 2008
tiring day fer me.i didnt slept thru out da nite.at 5am i had my shower.called d zillions time to wake him up.prepared breakfast n clothes for athira.at 5.30am woke athira up for school.had hard time drying up n tie up her hair.at 6am we go off to take her sch bus.at 7am den i was able to knockoff.gav up in waking d up.at 10 plus onwards.i got 3 calls frm d asking me to wake up.was so tired dat i cudnt open my eyes.bro woke me up at 11am plus.damn!beginning to get frustrated.WOKE ME UP JUZ TO ASK HU FETCHING ATHIRA.WHO ELSE?!IT'LL B BETTA IF HE WAKE ME UP.JUZ TO TELL ME TAT HE'LL B FETCHING HER.at 1pm went to fetch athira.upon reaching hme,few hrs after tat i knocked off.i was supposed to meet d at 7am at my place.ITE called at 6.45pm.n drag da whole conversation.damn!i was late to meet d.rushed to get a quick shower.wen i was a bout to leave da hse.i didnt get to find my wallet.tat creates a big quarrel btwn me,my mum,and athira.argh!!!today sux big time.
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