nthn much today.

had a short conference wit huda n ijah on da fone.

im happy tat dey r havin fun at werk in hospital.

compared to me(stucked at home).

gav d a beep at arnd 1.15am.

it was a short chat n he hung up on me.

so i supposed da lukin forward of meetin him tomoro.

i can now kiss it goodbye.

im tired cracking my brain on where i go wrong in tis relationship.

issit becoz tat im nt da "girlfriend material"?

maybe my mistake is i dun giv much attention n luv 2 him.

mayb i've nt been putting a smile on his face.

still..one thing i hate bout him is he hide too much frm me.

sum simple stuff like hw sux he's feeling.

he wun share.

so da question now in mind is.

WHO AM I TO YOU?

i wan to noe ur problems.

i wan to noe ur feelings.

i wan to feel ur pain.

if im ur gf.

den treat me like one.