YFriday, February 29, 2008
screw me!i woke up suddenly.damn.shudnt hav slept early.nw i realli cnt get to bed.checked my hp.damn i didnt reply 2 of d's msgs.
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YThursday, February 28, 2008
i was awoke by d's msg.he didnt report to camp today.went to da clinic after feelin chest pain.diagnosed wit chest inflammation.i tink.tis is wat stubborn boy gets for nt heeding my advice.doctor orders are CUTTING DOWN SMOKING.no oily n spicy food.do u tink he wud listen?i met him for awhile at LOT 1.darn he was late!we sat fer awhile had drinks at McCafe.he wit his usual caramel frappe.me wit my usual double choc frappe.went off at bout 6 i guess.it was raining by den.starting to feel sleepy rite nw.nice whether to sleep.snorrrrrrrreeeeee.
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YWednesday, February 27, 2008
wohooo!i met marsitah juz nw at 6pm.went to jurong point.well she wanna go watch meet the spartans movie.but im reconsidering as d said its nt worth to watch.it reminds me of da epic movie i watched.tat freakin movie tat wasted my time.luckily i watch it for free at my own workplace(GVmarina).i dint noe wat i bought but i definitely spent 50 bucks.or maybe more?let me c..hmm...$5.25 for cab fare dere.$5.00 for dinner at KFC.$19.00 for Body Shop's concealor.$10.00 for Body Shop's membership w free lip balm.$10.90 for silkygirl's perfume.$1.95 for 4 bars mentos.$4.00 for cab back hme.ok well...got hme d called.was wondering wen we'll b meeting again.most probably tis friday if none of us create any issues.mum getting excited over wat to buy for chalet.all i noe i did my part in planning n paying my part of $180.
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YTuesday, February 26, 2008
i was hoping to b able to talk on da fon wit him.to talk tings out.rang him juz nw.but it seem dat deres no ans frm him.either he refuse to ans.or he is already asleep.
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YMonday, February 25, 2008
was at hme as usual da whole day.was crackin my brain out to plan da upcoming chalet. me n dad clear up da rabbits cage.he does da cleaning of da cage.i did da sweeping n bathing da rabbits. help shasha wit her blogskin.hope she like it.did my best tho. kak ayu came to my house.bro cook da massive amt of spaghetti(his campak2 recipe).da one time eating is enuf to fill me till supper. d call tis afternoon.i was hoping to noe da sentence.but it turns out another story. later after tat i msg him tellin him to turn up for da chalet.he agrees until we talk bout wat he shud wear.i receive a msg frm him.r u afraid or ashame to bring me ovr to e chaletbcoz of ur parent might disagree or wat?if u do jz say so aited common lah.y wud i feel ashame of u.juz becoz u hav tattoos on ur arm?if i were ashame of wat u r nw.i wudnt b wit u rite nw.i might b afraid of wat my parent's views r.but atleast dey noe hu im goin out wit.
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YSunday, February 24, 2008
woohoooo!i've met d yesterday at 10pm.i got back hme tis morning at 2am.he was sick.kinda felt bad.but realli i cant help it.i miss him so much.still wanted to meet him.da problem again was we didnt noe where to go.so we sctually walk to central 7-11.to grab sum drinks.n sat somewhere.i hate it wen he smokes n drinks da dumb2 stout.esspecially wen he is nt well.we chat bit here n dere.he said i kept quiet too much.its nt tat im bored.his present is gud enuf to keep me entertain.his bald hair adds it more.so kiiiiiyyyuuuuuut!haha.a question tat he ask suddenly knock my head.a question tat i suppose to ask.a question tat im nt sure whether he ans truthfully.ARE YOU HAPPY WIT ME?i luv u d.n im happy wit u.let me b da only one tat will b feelin ur pain n anger.da one to put da smile on ur face each day.da one hu'll b holding ur hands.da one to share evrthin wit.
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YSaturday, February 23, 2008
dissapointed.sad.feel like screaming.pull my hairs.nt meeting d tonight.m i playing hard to get or sumthin.well he shud noe wats goin on in my mind.he shud noe wat im tinkin.since wat happen i dun tink so i guess.i've been lukin for tonight.once again to get wrapped in his arms.get "i miss you" kisses frm him.juz another night to spend quality time together.he's out wit his friends.i dun blame him.its been a long time i shed a tear of sadness.i really wanna make tis relatonship work tis time.compared to da last one ended 2 yrs ago.if get to look to ur eyes again d.i really wanna tell u tat i really love you.
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still wondering whether we meeting.maybe not i guess.wit tis kinda situation goin on.im fine wit it.but i miss him so much.ive been lukin forward for today.where i cud meet him.god noes wen else we're b meetin after today.juz miss him.so much.
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YFriday, February 22, 2008
nthn much today.had a short conference wit huda n ijah on da fone.im happy tat dey r havin fun at werk in hospital.compared to me(stucked at home).gav d a beep at arnd 1.15am.it was a short chat n he hung up on me.so i supposed da lukin forward of meetin him tomoro.i can now kiss it goodbye.im tired cracking my brain on where i go wrong in tis relationship.issit becoz tat im nt da "girlfriend material"?maybe my mistake is i dun giv much attention n luv 2 him.mayb i've nt been putting a smile on his face.still..one thing i hate bout him is he hide too much frm me.sum simple stuff like hw sux he's feeling.he wun share.so da question now in mind is.WHO AM I TO YOU?i wan to noe ur problems.i wan to noe ur feelings.i wan to feel ur pain.if im ur gf.den treat me like one.
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YThursday, February 21, 2008
d finally respond to my msgs tis afternun.after finding it very hard to get thru him.get to talk to him fer awhile.upon hearing his voices.add on to my "MIZ EU"meter to high voltage.nthn much today.i pass my time at hme wit clearing n rearranging my wardrobe.goin haywire wit da living rm tv conquered by athira.24/7 CARTOON.chat wit coach in MSN.finally able 2 c her online.golem msg me suprisingly.i missing skul already.
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YWednesday, February 20, 2008
nw d is doin his reservist.kinda bored at hme.we barely text each other.here i am wit my hot milo.very bored.slept at 5am tis morning.knockoff after waking d up tis morning.gosh waking him up can put me on my nerve.tat silly guy.miz him tho. miss u iswadi.
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YTuesday, February 19, 2008
yes ppl.i admit i didnt update my blog.common i was always at hme doin da same thing.eat..sleep..tv..game..well i hav sumthin to write today.i met HIM yest at 8pm.after a few minutes cracking MY brain on where to go.I'VE decided we take a cab n hangout at ecp.y do ladies hav to do da planning always?it feels great to get wrap under his arms.luvin da warmth i get.i reached hme at 3.
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